Nothing Matters

hours go by,
days,
and then weeks.
and when months
blow past me
like bubble gum wrappers
and empty potato chip bags
along a dusty sidewalk,
nothing seems to matter.

and the cold, deep places
fall into colder,
deeper places,
then out of sight.

and you don’t reach
for me.
and when the memory
of the reaching
fades,
nothing matters
anymore.