Abandoned

I am abandoned! Once again I am alone! Again I have poured out my heart in an attempt to love and receive love, only to find that it doesn’t last! That no matter how much I allow myself to let go of the past and move on, it ends! No matter how wide I open myself or how vulnerable I allow myself to be for the sake of loving so completely, my emotions are still toyed with, my love abused - mercilessly ripped out of my unsuspecting heart - and I am left abandoned! Alone! I really and truly must be unlovable! And I can’t even cry about it any more!

Well ok, maybe just this once!